I’ve had writing several times, but its all gone by re-installed. So I’m so fuckin not in a mood for write anything…

There’s a good friend of mine who believe that I could be a good writer. I also knew I possibly could write because I’d try and its a good one, well not a short story that u imagine, it is… but its only a half way and its all gone by deleting computer program. I regret it because it could be my passion spirit to write. I’m so surprised when I read it, the language is so beautiful suddenly I thought “hey I could be a writer someday if I keep writing”

It all happen when I’m still as a student college, around 7 years ago.
I usually write a diary, it also about 6-7 years ago now I’m just a mother of 3 years old daughter. My statue make me stopped writing, busy with my child and husband. But the major problem is I lost my sense, passion to write.

Somebody said that “if you want to be a writer, read a lot” but I don’t. My husband work at media, he reads newspaper everyday and getting smart each day, I knew it because he’s not used to be like the old times. While me, getting stupid every day. I lost me. My sense of humor are gone, my bright brain also gone, just a body and V*g**a. I’m so useless.